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Tuesday, January 14, 2003

Tue, 14 Jan 2003 06:58:51 GMT

hiya and byea life is shit but ill make de best of it

bye ash

Sunday, January 12, 2003

Sun, 12 Jan 2003 03:27:30 GMT

hey all well heres whats been going on well theres a guy named kris i like and hes really funny.i going to the movies with him and whitneys coming to. and last night whitneyt spent the night and the day before that she came to my house and the day before that she came to my house. hehe well i saw big fat liar today and then i got ny sisters cd player and on wed went to a going a away party for taylor and my sister leave soon.. so thats all folks bye

ASH

Saturday, January 04, 2003

Sat, 04 Jan 2003 06:52:54 GMT

well on new years i had a party then when with my friend to her friends party and there was a lot of drinking over there... and that afternoon i went to the beach with whitney and her sister ashley and her sister's boyfriend and her sister's boyfriends brother and her cousin from texas. then on wed. i went to the beach again with my sister and her boyfriend.then thrus. i went to the waterpark with my sister ted (her boyfriend) and whitney. we went on the slides and i was yelling mommy and daddy it was funny as hell. then we got to this on slide and the lifeguard was really cute and we started to talk and stuff and hes 23 years old and his birthday is in 17 days. so he would be 24. and before i went home i think he was gonna ask me out cause he asked me if i thought he was too old for me and i told him no then whitney and i left.i went on the shaka with ted and it was hella scary. but it was cool and in 16 days im gonna call the waterpark and see when hes not working so we could go out sometime. he was hella cute. and he was always smiling at me and looking at me everytime we walked by..and when the park was closeing he was putting all the inner tubes away and me and whitney were helping him... and i hope i get to see him again hes funny and smart and nice so far... i only knew him for about 2 hours and hes like everything i want in a guy. and whitney said she nows knows where i get that from because my sister is dating someone older. tonight i saw lord of the rings its a really good movie. i went with whitney and then we saw kerrin erin and jacie. well i got to go bye

ash

Saturday, November 02, 2002

Sat, 02 Nov 2002 09:14:56 GMT

sorry but i got a new sn on xanga its care_bears

hehe dont ask

bye ash

Thursday, October 31, 2002

Thu, 31 Oct 2002 01:20:00 GMT

MY CAT GAVE BIRTH!!!!!!!!yippy!!!! i might take pictures and put it on here.... well yeah g2g

bye ash

Tuesday, October 29, 2002

Tue, 29 Oct 2002 16:24:42 GMT

yesterday wa really sad i was crying a lot... Makana (gift of god) we all love you and we hope that your playing the bass drum as loud as you can... too loud to bad and teach god some new move while your there...have a good time well be there soon to see you once again... you touched many lives including mine...smile big for us....

love always

ash

Sunday, October 27, 2002

Sun, 27 Oct 2002 05:35:48 GMT

today i had dinner with drumline people, last night went to zippy's with ryan,jv,fred,remy,kyle,whittny, kaleka. we had fun fun fun... ummm.... let see i kinda have a boyfriend.....well yeah shall be gone bye yall ash

Thursday, October 24, 2002

Thu, 24 Oct 2002 03:56:20 GMT

well today was are day off of school i went over to whittny's house we found out a lot about chris... and we had a lot of fun... well i dunno if im gonna stay in mb cause i cant do a lot of things because of what happend... like are up comming sleepover at the band rome my mom says i cant go if hes there and i really want to go... some people said its gonna be who they like the most and i just think that both of us shouldnt go but we would be missing a lot of fun and thats not good leaving people out...so if i cant do anything fun in mb im gonna quit!!!(if my mom lets me) and if i do i dont give a rats ass even if its the day of the show... the fuckin school should have done something better... thats what i should do is quit the day we perform that would be funnny as hell...who knows what i may do i could just go and stay im mb... but i think that my life is fucked up and i wanna change it but i cant... but what i can do is change the future and not the past i can go on with my fake self and be who everyone wants me to be... no one knows the real my but whittny and also chris... well i have to get bizzy on changing my future so ill be seeing you laterz bye

ash

Tuesday, October 22, 2002

Tue, 22 Oct 2002 04:28:33 GMT

hey is so grrr... im tired i wrote a 5 page essay and it only had to be a page.... it was about tradition... i have to say i have a small small crush on someone and he is in mb... alright its kimo... but its really small i dunno theres something about him... well i was gonna go over to kimos but i didnt cause i had homework.... its werid its like how my brother fell for my sisters friend reina... yeah but yeah....ok im gonna go now bye peoples

ash

as soon as your born you start to die so live life like theres no tomorrow.... by nick brizee

Sunday, October 20, 2002

Sun, 20 Oct 2002 07:32:29 GMT

im so sad... one of my friends brother died... i feel so bad and i wounder why him does god have something better for him to do... im sad and alone... welll the guy(kris) i like has a girlfriend.... so thats even more sadder... i know thats not a word but oh wells.... i need some comfort but theres no one around to help...no really knows who i am and what im going through and how i feel.... i wish i could tell someone but i dont know....im gonna be worried for my brother i dunno how i can help other than stay out of his way... now 3 of my brothers friends died....life is fucked up and i dont wanna live it but i have to i never run away....i dunno what to do i wish that life could be better but my life is hell and it always will be so why fight it everyone wants a better life then what they have... life is life theres nothing you can do to make it better... well yeah i have to go and change my life and yeah... well g2g bye

ash